whoa summative is in the air.
correction.
WHOAAAA SUMMATIVE IS IN THE AIR!!!
nope, i'm not that panic. OH YEAH OFCOURSE I'M PANIC. My panic rate equals  my room. it-is-a-mess
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tbh i'm not that panic haha but my room is really messy now. You can find books everywhere. it's really everywhere. on my desk, under my desk, on my bed, on the floor, on the carpet. That's my typical room situation when exam week's coming even since i was in high school. Things that i can't understand is that i actually read ppt more for this summative than the physically-book-form book. then, why on earth is these books are everywhere?

That's the question of life.







Kidding haha


note : i suppose to study now and instead of reading book, i open my gtab and blogging... blame the technology!

Hi Fellas! Udah lama banget gue ga nge-blog hahaha

I have to say that yeah now i know what the real world is and how the real world works. Gue akhirnya menyadari bahwa kehidupan adalah suatu dinamika dan dalam dinamika pasti ga ada yang statis. Seseorang gabisa selamanya diam untuk berharap hidup yang selalu bahagia tanpa ada masalah setitik pun dan masalah ga bisa begitu aja kita kesampingkan dan menumpuk terus. Karena, ketika lo menumpuk masalah itu terus dan pretended that nothing happened, i believe that one day you would regret that. Mungkin hal yang pertama terlintas dalam benak kita ketika menyinggung "permasalahan yang tertumpuk" adalah rasa takut untuk sakit. Tetapi, satu yang mungkin terlupakan yaitu pikiran "sampai kapan semua akan tertumpuk?"

Dalam satu diskusi kuliah, gue mempelajari tentang inflamasi. Mungkin keadaan ketika seseorang mengalami inflamasi masih dianggap sebagai keadaan "sakit". But you know what? that is a process of healing. Ketika inflamasi terjadi, substansi-substansi yang bisa membuat keadaan semakin parah dibuang hingga sampai ke tahap penyembuhan luka. Ya tentunya inflamasinya juga jangan kelamaan, malah bisa makin parah lagi hahaha

Seorang teman juga mengatakan bahwa ketika lo merasa sakit yang membuat lo menyumpahserapahkan hidup, remember to always think one step ahead. Karena diri lo di masa depan pasti akan ngata-ngatain lo yang masih aja miserable


" Maybe everyday isn't a happy-go-lucky day but i can say that everyday is a worth-living moment one should cherish "

NB : Sedang berusaha untuk meng-upgrade kemampuan menulis so wish me luck!

hey bloggyyy long time no see!

hello fellas!
you know what? i suppose to make a presentation of my kartul but well, too lazy to make it now :P by the way, i'm a mansis now, time flies too fast i guess, it's hard to believe that i can't wear my jacket anymore :'', but well, i wish the new OSIS will do better job than my OSIS. it's a pride for us if we can create a better generation. Well, best of luck!

and now, let me introduce this person


this random person is muhammad hanni ramli chaniago hohohohoho he is the most random and the most ngelawak person i've ever known! and also the sweetest indeed cececcececece :P. he has already graduated from Labschool because he was an acceleration student. last july 21st, he came to meet me and i'm super happy!! he didn't tell me that he would come to Labschool so it was a surprise. we always support each other to do the things and now he prepares to step into the university life in medicine faculty of Yarsi University, so best of luck mbeem, me 3AO7 you :')

by the way, got to make the presentation now!! bye!

gue baru aja ngeliat-liat posting jaman smp, bukan cuma posting gue, tapi juga posting orang-orang disekitar gue, dan yang gue temukan adalah..
time passed so fast and believe it or not, i have to face the truth that people had change, termasuk gue

dulu, gue hanya memikirkan fandom dan kepentingan gue sendiri dan segala macamnya, dan sekarang? kegiatan fandom gue berbeda drastis, bukaan bukan berarti gue melupakan HSJ, Arashi, dan kawan-kawannya, too much sweet memories from that time. Cuman, gue ga se-kya kya dulu.
Mungkin it's called "grown up"? gatau juga

dulu, gue termasuk orang yang sangat meledak-ledak. Emosi gue termasuk yang ga gampang di kontrol. sekarang? hem kayanya gue lebih banyak mendem. Walaupun gue tau banget mendem sama aja nanem masalah dan pada akhirnya ya meledak. Cuman ya kadang gue berpikir "penting ga sih ini gue pikirin? penting ga sih gue cerita ini ke orang lain? bukannya gue malah nambah pikiran orang? apa orang lain peduli?" bahkan gue pun suka sungkan (halah sungkan) cerita ke dia, gue cuma gamau nambah-nambah pikiran orang lain dengan masalah-masalah gue

dan, ada lagi satu hal yang akhirnya emang harus gue hadapin dan itu seharusnya gue terima dari dulu, hem ya gitu deh haha

at the end, we can't change the past and just face the future